In just one more day, 2009 will officially be over and 2010 will be another new year.
A new year, a new beginning. I will be joining a new company in the mid of January 2010. The feelings are a mixture of excitement & fear.
I am excited to see what the new post holds for me. I am eager to expand my wings, absorb as much as I can and get myself well groomed for a better future. I look forward to it cause it is another phase of my life, another advancement in my career path.
I fear as it will be a new environment after a comfortable 2 years plus in my current company.
I fear that I will not be able to meet the expectation of my new company.
I fear cause I did not plan to leave so early for a new job but this has been an opportunity that comes suddenly.
Therefore, there is a part of me that is still shaky. Mentally I am prepared, emotionally.. man I hope this coming few days of new year holiday will be sufficient enough for me to be fully charged and prepared for 2010.
I do admit, I am grateful though I am afraid.

I don’t usually make new year resolutions or wish list but for 2010 I want to accomplish something in my life or at least for the year. OK ok, may not so much of accomplishment but rather I want 2010 to be fruitful year to me.
Instead of making a resolution for a year, I intend to list down my plans and break them down into 3 quarter.
Jan – April
- New company, new learning curve , new challenges.. to adapt and pick up asap
- Keep on track with CNY budget. Do not over spend again please. I am still in deficit..- Joining my first marathon at Putrajaya
- To lose enough weight to wear cheongsam for the first time – anyone wanna join me?
- Trip to Kuching
- Lose weight for WeiWei’s wedding

May-August
- To conduct a gathering with the girls in June
- Lose weight for Bali trip
- To be able to wear bikini for Bali trip ( this is still a pending idea)
Sept – Dec
- To help cousin sis with her wedding planning ( my first experience as bride’s maid hahaha)
- Lose weight for cousin sis wedding
- Pay my ptptn
- Visit Ping’s mother at least once a year

Besides what’s written, most importantly for every month I will want to
- Save enough
- Save enough for ptptn
- Continue to go home every month despite I might be busy or tired from work
- Continue the girls gathering till many many years to come
- Lose more weight hhahaha okie okie maintain at least
All the above may subject to changes hehehe but of course in the meantime, that’s what holds for me in year 2010. I can’t wait for it to come already.. Happy New Year everybody..