The winner is..

i had just bought a new toy last Saturday with nee. Guess what, RM60 for a bike, man where else can you get?!! i was pretty excited as now i can cycle even when it rains in the evening or even at night if i come back late from work.. no more excuses to miss my exercise routine! yes! it feels good to torture myself hahaha

Nee helped me from bringing it back in her car and she too has helped in putting the handle’s gloves in too..pictures were taken by nee also as she sits patiently as i assemble the unit…

As people always says, man looked ‘man’ when they are serious and focus, hey dude, i don’t look too bad too ya~ hahaha

after about 30mins , we are ready to give it a try… contestant num 1, YOU KHANG NEE, are you ready?

contestant num 2, AH SHA HO, are you ready?

BRING IT ON!!!

kayuh! kayuh! kayuh! hoo hoo.. kayuh kayuh!!

wooo!!!! and the winner is……..

pictures speaks a thousand words..i am humble you know..

Specially to nee…thank you girl~`

if ever u need me to carry another unit to your house, i’ll be more than glad to help.

Thank you for the help and i enjoyed your company lots too! muacks!!

Report card

it is 12.05am as shown on my PC..tonight the feeling is a bit different.. i feel no fear, no sadness, no excitement..nothing..the music keeps going..the weather ain’t great as it is rather stuffy tonight, there is no wind and no rain pouring..i guess i had my prayer answered for not wanting rain but not tat is is not raining, i wish it could instead..

i have always love the night, the sounds of insects outside the window, the feeling of peace and the cooling breeze..at this moment it feels i am at my own zone, in my own world… when is the last time i actually listen to songs and ignore all the happenings around me.. it feels so good..

what am i thinking now? i’m not too sure..my mind is blank, my heart is light and i only want this peaceful feeling to last longer..

btw, something jus came across my mind..today, i have just learned from my colleague today that  she and her bf do have annual meeting on their anniversary every year.. they will each evaluate what they had promised to accomplished the year before and will see how far have they come…at the same time, it is also a day for them to set goals for the following year.. each person is to list down 10 items and by next year’s anniversary, they will have the annual meeting again…fascinating indeed..

i on the other hand think it is rather stressful to set expectations not only to myself ( myself is still ok..) but also I’ll be keeping track on the things that he has planned or set to do..but at the same time, i too understand also how as per my colleague, this will help them to work harder to achive their goal, ie..to go on tour in 2010 or personal goal like changing to a better job for a better tomorrow..

in a relationship it seems healthy to be able to enccourage each other to strive and come to think of it, it is not such a bad idea too after minus-ing the annual meeting feeling and organization.. i prefer to share dreams and hopes through common daily sharing and to keep it in the heart while working hard towards the same goal..i wish to be on the same page as knowing if myself and ping share the same target, it will drives me to work harder and to achieve something that belongs to us..

unless, the meeting comes with wonderful food and lovely environment, i don’t mind having meeting at all hehehe nite..

rain rain please go away..or rather rain at nite will do..thank you, muacks.

it has been 4 days tat it kept raining in the evening..4 dyas in total including today that i had missed the chance to go jogging..

4 days is not doing any good to me since when it rained, i have the urge to..

eat to keep myself warm

eat to keep myself out from boredom

eat to keep myself from feeling hungry – raining days always makes me hungry.. a warm bowl of noodle always does the trick..

eat to keep myself from…er..nothing.. jus plainly eating..

the bad news is, i’ve savoured KFC, MCD and Kimchiharu( Koren food) in this 4 days..tonight i have a date with Sa n Wendy lagi..

Now is 3.57pm..initial plan 4.00pm jogging, now praying hard tat it will stop raining by 5.00pm so tat i still can at least run for an hour today making 4 days to 3..

*fingers crossing*

Just heavenly?

went dinner with ping today and after dinner, we sort of walked past a simple yet home-y bakery at Jaya One . I’ve walked passed this bakery a few times before tonight and everytime I do get tempted to try out the cakes there and finally, tonight i bought a cookie and a cup cake..

I’m not too sure how famous this bakery is however, judging from the price, i think the cakes should be tasting wonderful.. a cupcake that cost up to RM6.90 per piece, i can literally buy myself a lunch / dinner for a day..yet, as it’s name written Just Heavenly, perhaps it will bring me to heaven if not angels appearing before me when i take a bite..

However,if you ask me.. the cupcake certainly does not worth RM6.90 and the cookie is TOO SWEET and regular to cost RM4.90 apart from the fact, it does smells pretty good. Kinda disappointing and i don’t think i will buy it again.. cupcake = RM6.90 per piece, i rather have a decent slice of cake from Secret Recipe..

photos taken using my poor handphone.. it may not justify the outlook so you might want to visit www.justheavenly.biz ( the pictures there looked very nice though)

personally, i don’t like it.. regretted and i’m RM11.80 poorer.

which one can help u?

today is Sept 15, how many more months can i endure?

sometimes, i found it hard to understand some people’s act..i do not understand the intention behind in making other people’s life miserable..what is the joy that they can find out from there? I always believe everyone has a kind self deep inside for we have feelings even to our enemy..how can i rationalize a situation whereby someone has purposely kick the kitten and still don’t think they are wrong(yet it suppose to be hilarious!!)? or someone who purposely lead a blind man walking without giving him a stick to hold on?

often i will come to a stage where i don’t understand how a person can act in a certain way..i hate the feeling for being unable to accept such situations.. i know i can’t have people to act according to my way or to ways that i think it should be..i know it very well but at the same time i can’t help but to think why are there so many f**kers around..

mum says ” 你的执着会让你很辛苦..看开一点。。” 是的妈。。( Your stubbornness will only make yourself suffer..try to be more optimistic)

ping says ” 一种米阳白种人。。” 是的老公。。( literally translated , one type of rice but can bring up hundreds of different types of people, meaning, it is a reality that there are all kinds of people  living around us)

Still this does not help much in keeping myself feeling balanced..

i choose ” 我不需要明白她 －因为她是天生可悲的。。” ( i don’t need to understand her as she is born to be pathetic by nature)

perhaps with such thinking, i feel better as i too can – not always be generous to these people..so shoot me.

Picture as you jog..

what is in your mind when you usually jog?

i used to picture myself wearing my favorite dress standing next to ping for my bro’s wedding, it somehow makes jogging less tiring and more enjoyable…in fact, after sometime, jogging no longer serve the purpose for losing weight..it has become something that i actually like doing it.. i like to sweat and it always feels good when i started sweating….

i went jogging today and for some reason i can’t seems to focus. there were so many things going through in my mind and what i fear most is that i can’t and i don’t have a clear picture in my mind..i can’t even picture myself looking better after the jog.. this used to be the motivation for me and somehow it is not there..

nevertheless, i finished an hour of jogging + walking today but i wasn’t really happy..i hate it when i lost the vision..it has been happening for these couple of days..

p/s: seems like i am about to start a jog dairy here..

my can’t live without jogging partner

i indulged today.. so bad..

i indulged today.. so bad..

i ate too much tat i really regretted that i did not say no to my colleague when they asked me to go dinner.. damn it..

recently, I’ve been doing some exercise in order to lose weight just right enough for my elder brother’s wedding this coming Dec..i do still eat but nowadays, in fact i eat in a much healthier way.. i choose salad over snacks, white meat ( more fish) over red meat and i protein over carbohydrate. On top of that, i try to do at least 30mins of work out six days a week, alright sometimes i cheated one extra day to 5 days a week..

I’ve seen a small result since I’ve started the routine last month, however, I’ve come to realize that this few days, whenever i failed to do an exercise for a day or i cheated a night for supper.. i actually feel guilty about it..very guilty in fact and with having  Internet at home, instead of doing my regular hips lifting as i watched C.S.I, I’m sitting in front of the monitor browsing the web and gaining more fat at my thigh and waist..this is not doing any good for the guilt that i have..

something just gotta keep me going once more..i wanna start swimming soon and i hope by this sunday i can swim once the ‘aunty’ bids goodbye..

Boat cycling..

my elder bro asked me a question today..

” when you were young and you started dating, do you go boat cycling at the lake garden?”

” no..y? “

“i thought all Taiping people do so”

Do you? or did you?

Next time, I should take some pictures from Taiping Lake Garden..

Picture from : travelwithbubbles.blogspot.com

Picture from here

if my mother is an angel, why does his mother has to be a devil?

went out with my colleague, Elaine a moment ago.. many friends are getting married soon..in fact most of them has gotten married..the topic of ‘mother-in-law’ is a certain..however, perhaps also through my mother, I learned and know not all mother-in-law are evil..not all mother-in-law are horrible.. they might love you as much as they love their son too.. my mother is someone with ample of love to give..if my mother is a gentle women, how it is not possible for me to find another gentle mother-in law…

I’ve came across this in reader digest and i do think it will be a good read to all present and future daughter-in-law..

13 Things Your Mother-In-Law Won’t Tell You..

1. I spent couple of decades being the leading lady; now I have a character role. It hurts to be downsized.
2. I know he is your husband now..but he is too still my son.
3. You don’t seem to be very confident about yourself. The littlest comment from me is taken as criticism, so I’m very careful what i say around you.
4. Every year, I send you a birthday present, but you never even pick up the phone to thank me.
5. We mother say yo out children “ I want you to be happy”  And we mean that. What we don’t say is ” But I would like to be happy too.”
6. I’ve bought and sold 13 houses in my life. Why won’t you ask for my advice?
7. When I visit you, I’m not coming for white -glove inspection. I just want to see the family ( which family includes you..)
8. When I really want to talk to my son privately, i don’t call your house. I call his mobile phone
9. I’m so happy that you allow my son – your husband- to visit me on Mother’s Day. I’m truly appreciative.
10. My little dirty little secret: I’m afraid that if i don’t get this right, you’ll cut me off.
11. I’m in competition with your mother. She takes you on vacations every year and buys things that i can’t afford.
12. Whenever I stay at your house, you always have my room ready, my towels,everything. You do all the right things. I’m lucky to have you..
13. I cherish the refrigerator magnet you gave me.”Age and treachery will always overcome youth and skill’

It’s not hard to love your mother-in-law once you know that they too feel insecure and they too wish they can approach you more without the fear of being cut off..

I wish I will be blessed with a mother-in-law that loves me as much as I will love her as my mother too..

Moreover, his mother or my mother, they are all mothers.. all mothers are angels by nature..

we work hard at work, we play hard when on holiday :)